1. |
Aspiramen
01:42
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2. |
Helios
03:17
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I reject
The end is merely another step
Neither forward nor backwards
While the suffering sheds my dreams
Infected with a loneliness
An underlying ailing spirit
The waters rise again
Drown
Inhale the sea
Please shelter me from the fright of slumber
Collapsing spine
But I’m still fine
Awake to fall asleep before dawn
Stating the obvious
I rearrange my nerve cells so I can finally feel alive again
Hail the night
Where it is dark is where I will roam
You are drowning in distinct
Hallow but with grace and
A creativity that allows me to feed your thoughts
Until they make you rotten
Awake to fall asleep before dawn
Stating the obvious
I rearrange my nerve cells so I can finally feel alive again
Demystify my early grave
I will shatter myself there
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3. |
DNA
04:07
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Fragile
I awaken to find myself safeguarded
In the palm of your hand I consort my obsession to idolize the ones
Who unveiled me to the essence of life & all its upright flaws
I will never unveil you as a ghost that redefined its own self righteousness
Crooked, branded with its own elusiveness
You’re wearing a golden collar
Honestly, I have never witnessed such a pure purity as you
I hold the world you created as me
We’ll entwine
I’ll keep you near
Dear Mother, Father
A connection defying the hands of time
Undertake fear
Dear Mother, Father
Connected fingertips
As you transfer me your leadership
Awe suppressing me
To idolize who unveiled me to the essence of life & all its upright flaws
I will always unveil you as a ghost that redefined me
Dilate
I’ll keep you near
Dear Mother, Father
A connection defying the hands of time
Undertake fear
Dear Mother, Father
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4. |
Woe
04:35
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Woe
Equilibrity
I thought I’d embrace the thought of my calling obsession
But the very key to the lock manifolds it
I was dreaming while my gods were sleeping
It’s in the air
I smell the aftermath of your intentions to gyp
Animate me by tightening the chord
Pry away my soul and dance with me while the pendulum swings
Consistency abducted by false convictions
My fight is over
You’ve been pulled over the wall I built to last
Shutter me from the world
Renowned for its arrogance
Now breed distortion behind my back
Father me with the lies
Pull me through, throw me out
Abduct me
Dark maze
Feed me falsehood through lies
Alongside the dusk I deteriorate
Follow me into my mind, my own dead state
You cut me off
The white noise
It used to be so colorful
But when I fall asleep I will awake to be part of the fucking dream
Animate me by tightening the chord
Pry away my soul
And dance with me while the pendulum swings
I’m built to last
Shutter me from the world
I was dreaming while my gods were sleeping
Murk
It’s in the air
Drag me from your gloom and cut my bounds tied to you
Cut me off
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5. |
Dark Fox
03:45
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In my abandonment
Dark crossing eyes
We’re holding fast
You acted a catalyst to pull me through this mess
Unveiling my secrets, my fears hoping to keep you near
Your geminate hollow mask defines your self-indulgence
Your geminate hollow mask laid bare
I crossed the earth
No feedback yet still crossing
But I’m losing track of the count of all the nights I spent awake
You murder me from the inside out
Resist the act to repeat
A search for false hope
A search for just a measurement
That’s what I meant to you
False truth
You’ve lost your touch
You’re losing me
Your geminate hollow mask defines your self-indulgence
I crossed the earth
No feedback
I stopped crossing
But I’m losing track of the count of all the nights I spent awake
You murder me
Your geminate hollow mask laid bare now
You’re both devil & god in one figure
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6. |
In Devotion
04:11
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Inside out
Achromatic thoughts pouring through my void of unwieldy space
And I know we’ve lost it through this endless devotion
So meaningless
Through absolute zero we think that we are at last inverting regress
Uncomprehending
It’s cataclysmic to hear myself think about what lies beyond the sun’s own disparity
Take it back, take it back
All these thoughts
I saw your star align with mine
Fade out the world to pitch black
Take it in to take it out again
All these thoughts in me
In a cosmic place we’re the darkest race
Enigmatic urgency growing a void
Incubate me and dream my dreams so I can finally wake in this dark place
No clear direction cause I am lost between a fact and a fiction
No definition yet
I can’t think about
These thoughts are crumbling
My own disparity
So take it back
Absolute zero claiming diversity
Sole at the rim what will you see?
Pure darkness
Collapsed
Major throne
I saw your star align with mine
Fade out the world to pitch black
Achromatic thoughts pouring through my own mind
Inside out
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8. |
Phantom Blanket
03:39
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Bury Me next to my conscious
I'll twist my eyes inside my skull
Get up to fall back down again
The line I walk is blurred out in silence
I save words only to contain a qualm of failure & lonesome behavior
I sink back to the root of muteness
If I hide well enough to reemerge
I’ll scratch the air
We’ll scratch the air
Congratulations on using gestures as a communication
Breath in
Then out again
Exsanguinate
I’ll seep away my grit alone
Bury Me next to my larynx
I'll sew my words inside my mouth
A qualm of failure & lonesome behavior in me
All-judging eyes worshiping a web of lies
They're tangled around me
Unchain my thoughts my dear
Back to the root of muteness
If I hide well enough to reemerge
I’ll scratch the air
We’ll scratch the air together
Stop using prowess as a manipulation
Breath in
Then out again
Determinate
I’ll chaperon my grit
Hide in the dark
A shadow of my own sense
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9. |
Star Garnet
04:38
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Four walls closing in on me
Got to the point where I’m walking backwards
A flock of crows, there’s no way out
No light in the darkness
I’m still able to catch my breath
Although the oxygen suddenly left with you
I grew so stagnant
You we’re once my star garnet
Let go of my hand
And you’ll forever be my burden
The scar in my heavy heart
Cursed
I bleed the essence of what once was
Resurrection
I need you now
Pick me up and I will shelter you
Don’t let me go
And if you would fall then we will fall down together
A cure for what I’ve been through and I even haven’t met you yet
Hold on, I’m near
Misery is only a mental state for all the things you hate so fucking much
Once lost now I’ve been found
Back at the point where I’m walking forward
No more clouds, the end of doubt
A light in the darkness
I’m able to regain my breath
All cause the oxygen suddenly came with you
I grew so stagnant
You we’re once my star garnet
Take hold of my hand
And you’ll forever guide the beating of my heavy heart
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10. |
Mind's Desire
05:24
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Rewind to zero to where my toil began
Point blank all over again
Rewind to zero to where my toil began
Ensue distorted fear
Nullify my mindset
Amnesia
My life was born in debt to time
I’m strangled back into my birth
This medication burns every concept I have ever earned
But don’t you worry
My son you will reap what I sow
Mother, come forward
I can see you but I can’t hear you
Son, counterfeit
I’m losing my love for the game
Domestic
I’m rusted into static
Mother, come forward
I still hear you
I always will
Too soon in line
Deja-vu: I forgot I was fine
I’m here breeding my impotence
Controller, dispose my hollow soul
I’m outnumbered against my own thoughts
Running near the edge of the world
I never thought I’d live to see this earth
From the upside down I’m staring back at who I used to be
Mother, come forward
I can see you but I can’t hear you
Son, counterfeit
I’m losing my love for the game
Domestic
I’m rusted into static
Mother, come forward
I still hear you
I always will
Nullify my mindset
Store my shape
Run through the fire and back again
Awaken from my own nightmare
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11. |
Full Moon
03:19
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Wake me with your iron hands
Always hanging portraits on the backs of men
Ambiguation is a lost cause when there’s no use of words
Always serving, solely preserving
You cut me off yet I keep on breaching through
I lift my feet
I’m transcending up to the sky
Out here I’ve never felt more alive
We are not the center of this universe
We solved these puzzles far too late
Cabal union, plot infusion
Maintain your mass confusion
Undermine my sole intrusion
Revoke my absolution
Lord of Haze
Faith came first to spread its curse
Sustain growth
Ignite the colors kept away to grey out our minds with a God who sees everything way to small
I’m gazing right back when you’re casting your judgement
Now I’m burning from the inside and yet I’ve never felt more alive
We are not the center of this universe
I am forever
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